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Fayenen Lathrenwen
Fayenen Lathrenwen
Conversations by the Fire
Deepening the conversation on embodied sovereignty, relational health, and the beauty of the furnace of life.


Snake to Horse: A New Moon Eclipse Threshold
so… here i am. at the very edge of the snake year. I can feel it in my chest - that quiet pressure, like weather gathering behind the ribs. a threshold day. tomorrow the hinge turns. dark moon. eclipse. and the fire horse at the gate, breath warm, hooves restless against the earth. and i can feel her. of course i can. sagittarian heart. earth horse bones. there is something in me that wants to greet her already - to toss my head, to feel the heat rise, to move. but today belo
Feb 162 min read


Reflections from a Womb Surround
Halfway through a Womb Surround, a circle of eight women, and my heart is quietly full. Laughter spilling out where words once couldn’t. Tears finding permission. Stillness that says more than anything spoken. Long, poignant silences and the gentle joy of unfurling. I’m in awe of the beauty this work brings... the ripples it sends outward, seen and unseen. Life moves through us like a river: marking us, shaping us, carving us open. We are born this way... initiated into life
Feb 71 min read


The Nectar is Here
The hammer rests by the forge today. The shoulders drop an inch, then two. It is the sound of the pottering, the tea, the quiet home that says: the nectar is already here. A seed is not a worker. It does not strain to be a flower - it simply unfolds because the soil is warm. I give the ache to the flame - the tightness in the jaw, the lie of the lone wolf, the old story of the arid ground I leave it for Brigid to turn into ash. And in the space that remains… there is La
Feb 11 min read


Why Your Nervous System is a Story, Not a Problem
There is a lot of noise right now about "fixing" or "hacking" the nervous system... but from a somatic and PPN (Pre- and Peri-natal) perspective, your nervous system isn't a problem to be solved. It is the most sophisticated, biological intelligence on the planet. It is a living story. This story didn't begin with you... it is a long, ancestral epic passed down through your lineage that found a unique new expression in the fluid of your mother's womb. Every nervous system car
Feb 16 min read


Sisterhood Is a Kind of Magic
Sisters… of the heart, of the blood, of the ancient remembering. We come as we are unyielded, unpolished, unmasked carrying our laughter like lanterns, our tears like the salt of the sea that shaped us all. There is no striving here. No need to tuck away the trembling part, the doubting part, the part that still believes she must earn her place. Here , every part is welcomed, every part belongs. We enter the circle like stepping into warm earth: barefoot, slow, letting the a
Dec 7, 20251 min read


When Gratitude Feels Impossible
A Somatic Path Through Resistance and Softening Gratitude... Some days it feels effortless - a state of consciousness, a natural river I can slip into with ease. Like the other morning, when out of nowhere - or at least it felt like nowhere - I stood at my window suddenly aware of how grateful I was simply to be alive. For the breath moving in my lungs. For the colours of the day rising outside my window. For the sense that, somehow, I was in right relation with Life hersel
Nov 19, 20256 min read


Libra New Moon: A Somatic Guide to Self-Sovereignty & Healing People-Pleasing
Have you ever noticed moments when you softened your voice or said “yes” even as your body quietly whispered “no”? Perhaps there are times when your own needs took a back seat in the pursuit of harmony . Tomorrow’s Libra New Moon offers a rare, sacred pause... an invitation to gently explore these patterns, release old tension, and reconnect with the sovereignty of your own soul . This pause is more than a moment of stillness; it is a subtle call to spiritual sovereignty , t
Oct 20, 20254 min read


Nervous System Regulation
Practices for Balance, Resilience, and Healing Trauma Balance... Regulation... What do these words really mean? How do we live from a place of steadiness while the world keeps spinning, while life continues to rise and fall, expand and contract, glow and dim? These questions have been alive in me lately, personally and in my work with others. Perhaps it’s something about the shift into the darker seasons, when life calls us inward. Or perhaps it’s that so many of us, amidst t
Oct 15, 20255 min read


River Self
This morning I woke with an ache in my chest, a widening in my heart, and a hush in my bones. What a strange paradox we carry… to ache...
Sep 15, 20252 min read


When the Moon Turns Red
Moon goddess, tonight your face is red with shadow and fire. You ask me to sit with what I’d rather not see: the ache still moving in my...
Sep 8, 20251 min read


The Layers of Support Our Nervous Systems Long For
Recently, I spent time in community. It wasn’t just being around people… it was feeling the net of support that community can create....
Aug 30, 20253 min read


The Tangle of Expectations
Have you ever caught yourself thinking, I just expected them to know… or I shouldn’t have to ask… or I should be doing better by now… ?...
Aug 1, 20253 min read


July Newsletter: Tending the Hearth Within
Dear Friend, This time of year carries a particular kind of intensity — the long days, the full light, the pull toward doing and...
Jul 1, 20253 min read


Summer Solstice Offering
A Moment for Reflection and Alignment At the threshold of the longest light, I sat by the sea. The tide was soft, the sun warm but not...
Jun 21, 20253 min read


Strawberry Moon
Ah, the full moon. Sitting here in my new home, birds singing outside, the sun setting, the green of the trees all around. Slowing down....
Jun 11, 20252 min read


Junes Newsletter: Yielding into Wholeness
Dear Friend, As we stand in the turning of spring towards the fullness of summer, with the Solstice on the horizon, I’ve been...
Jun 1, 20254 min read


The Beauty Beneath the Bruise
Full Moon in Scorpio – May 12, 2025 The moon didn’t let me sleep last night. She called me down and in — into the places I’ve neatly...
May 12, 20253 min read


May Newsletter: Yielding into Love
Dear Friend, I’ve just returned from lying on the green grass, sunlight on my skin, the sound of birdsong wrapping around me like a...
Apr 30, 20253 min read


Dancing at the Threshold
I’m living in one place, and dreaming another into being. The walls around me are familiar— marked by years of memory and rhythm. And...
Apr 24, 20251 min read


Sunlight and Mist
Lying on the sand, the sea breathing before me, I watched the mist roll in — soft, rose-tinted tendrils curling toward me from the...
Apr 12, 20251 min read
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