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Fayenen Lathrenwen
Fayenen Lathrenwen
Conversations by the Fire
Reflections on living, healing, relationship, belonging, and the mysteries of being human.


Chiron in Aries: A Long Cycle Turning
Eight years is a long time.
As Chiron returns to Aries for its final seven months, I'm finding myself looking back at who I was then, what has changed, what I've carried - and wondering what might be ready to live through me now.
23 hours ago2 min read


Remembering Another Rhythm
As the evening light softened, I found myself reflecting on the slow movement of Saturn through the Vedic sky - and the unexpected sense of relief it brought. A gentle invitation to remember that our bodies have always belonged to rhythms far older than the clock.
Jul 183 min read


Snake to Horse: A New Moon Eclipse Threshold
so… here i am. at the very edge of the snake year. I can feel it in my chest - that quiet pressure, like weather gathering behind the ribs. a threshold day. tomorrow the hinge turns. dark moon. eclipse. and the fire horse at the gate, breath warm, hooves restless against the earth. and i can feel her. of course i can. sagittarian heart. earth horse bones. there is something in me that wants to greet her already - to toss my head, to feel the heat rise, to move. but today belo
Feb 162 min read


Libra New Moon: A Somatic Guide to Self-Sovereignty & Healing People-Pleasing
Have you ever noticed moments when you softened your voice or said “yes” even as your body quietly whispered “no”? Perhaps there are times when your own needs took a back seat in the pursuit of harmony. Tomorrow’s Libra New Moon offers a rare, sacred pause... an invitation to gently explore these patterns, release old tension, and reconnect with the sovereignty of your own soul. This pause is more than a moment of stillness; it is a subtle call to spiritual sovereignty, to br
Oct 20, 20254 min read


When the Moon Turns Red
Moon goddess, tonight your face is red with shadow and fire. You ask me to sit with what I’d rather not see: the ache still moving in my chest, the worries I thought I’d already laid to rest, the tenderness of wanting to belong, and the fears that still twist me in knots. I am here. I will not run, avoid, ignore, or look away. Let the tide of my emotions flow. Let the waves crash, draw back, wash me, clean me, until the stillness within grows louder. You show me that strength
Sep 8, 20251 min read


Strawberry Moon
Ah, the full moon. Sitting here in my new home, birds singing outside, the sun setting, the green of the trees all around. Slowing down....
Jun 11, 20252 min read


In the Shadow of the Moon, I Break Open
In the shadowed hush of moonlight's grace, I stand, bare and boundless, in night's embrace. Ketu's fingers, cool and keen, Trace the edges of what has been. Rahu stirs where futures bloom, Stretching wide beneath the moon. I feel the pull, the tethered thread, Between what lives and what is dead. A tightrope strung from star to star, Carrying who we were, and are. Virgo's hands, with steady care, Sift the stories I still wear. Venus leans with tender eyes, Loving all that in
Mar 13, 20251 min read


Who am I beneath this Full Moon’s glow?
Am I the stories woven in whispers, echoes of a past self lingering like shadows in my bones? Am I the shape of others’ perceptions, reflections cast back at me in words, in glances, in expectations? Or am I something else entirely— something vast, shifting, unbound? The Leo Moon calls me forward, into the light, into the center. To be seen. To simply be. But what does it mean to be seen? Not the one I was, shaped by history, nor the one I imagine myself becoming. Just me. He
Feb 10, 20251 min read


Whispers of the Aquarius Dark Moon
In the stillness where shadows sigh, A path unfolds beneath the sky. Soft winds whisper, the forest hums, A call to stillness—here it comes. Black Tara waits, her presence deep, A guardian of the truths we keep. With gentle grace, she bids release, A shedding skin, a tender peace. The serpent winds through roots and stone, Its movement soft, yet wholly known. Wooden strength and wisdom flow, A rhythm ancient, steady, slow. Aquarius dreams in sky-lit streams, Carving paths thr
Jan 28, 20251 min read


Cradled by the Moon: A Journey Through Tides
Beneath the rising Cancer moon, its silver light cradles my weary heart, and I feel the tides within— ancient, insistent, unrelenting. Old patterns rise like whispers of youth, their threads tangled with the fabric of now. I sit in the in-between, peeling what was from what is, honoring each delicate thread. The ocean of my being stirs, and I feel the pull of a rip tide. Do not fight, I tell myself— surrender, swim diagonal, gently, patiently, allow the shore to welcome me in
Jan 13, 20251 min read


Beneath the Velvet Sky of the Capricorn New Moon
Beneath the velvet sky of the Capricorn New Moon, may you shed the burdens of what no longer serves, like old skin falling away to reveal the tender truth beneath. May the wisdom of the Great Mother wrap you in courage, and Pan’s wild song awaken your roots, anchoring your dreams deep into the earth’s embrace. Step forward, steady and sure— the path awaits, and the seeds of possibility are stirring. May you feel the gentle embrace of unseen hands, guided by quiet wisdom,and i
Dec 30, 20241 min read
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